~salam~

alooo....br pas induksi....best n maybe d best la induksi ever had... prsn lak kan.... tp cuak mnunggu result nye....takot x lulus.... best dpt knl kwn2 br... dr mcm2 kolej n poli... n jmpe dak school lg....mmg happening... hope sume lulus n alwaz keep in touch... dh abes induksi mcm2 hal menerjah...xpecely dr kolej... urghhh mmg x thn la... aku pn x phm knp sume ni leh jd... then nk slh kan org len.... ape slh nye b'tindak ikot kead...dh kalo org tu xde, ape slh nye mntk org len gnti kan.... ni smpi nk sekat2 cti org... mmg horror...smpi trase nk resign...ya allah, Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan hadapi sume ni....

hmmm then what agains my problem???? as usual bout heart n felling... mls dh nk talk bout tis... tp ni la tmpt aku mluah...kalo x luah leh jd lg kronik aku nnt....i wanna b hepi.... wanna wif my luv....tp knp rse cm ade gap between us...org kate cinta x leh d pkse... then aku release my feel not to force... trying to accept it as a fate.... even takdir tu mgkn akn lukakan hati aku sndr... ssh kan jd pmpuan... byk nk kne tempuh.... n x sume trm nsb yg baik.... tp ape2 pn aku masih b'syukur krn d beri peluang utk hdp ats dunia ni.... andai kata mmg aku tiada jdh, sekuat hati aku cbe utk trm nya... Moga Allah sentiasa bersama2 aku..... aminnn

='(

still waiting, waiting n waiting...... hati dh mula m'berontak.... tp utk ape.... arghhhh.....sedih nye tuhan shj yg tau.... tp sume nye de dlm hati n my mind only..... nk gle rse..... cmne ni... ape perlu aku buat..... ='((

feel good

~salam n gud moning~


heh awl pg plak entri aku arini.... eh awl ke....entri ni nk cite psl kjadian yg b'laku smlm.... feel good ble sume nye dh setel... ape yg aku rse lega sgt ni... smlm b'lngsung nye konvo utk stdnt kolej komuniti... aku jge part p'smbhn... cuak btol ble time bdk2 tu pnyer turn....seram sjuk...ye la nt kalo ape2 yg slack kami la yg kne.... mjr alhamdulillah sume ok even ade la yg sumbang mambang sket...ahh lntak kan aje.... yg pnting dh buat ngan t'bek..... huhu...spnjg proses bg sijil kt student tu aku duk jek dlm dwn tgk... tp ati rse sayu jek... aku t'ingat mse zaman aku dl.... mmg la hepi dpt knvo, tp sdh... haaa cmne tu... ye la time tu aku duk sblh ngn ex aku... sayu beb... mne tak nye... b'cinta sakan time bljr, ngam2 pas praktikal pts.... dh pts tu kalo dh x jmpe len cite... ni jmpe lak time knvo... kalo duk jaoh2 pn len cite.... sblh jek beb...smpi x t'kate ape.... ptt celeb ngn org kite syg, tp ni len lak cite nye... tp tu sume dh tinggl kenangan laa..... huhu... aku ni emo lak kan... ntah ape2....heh
kalo pk2 mmg x sabo nk smbg bljr lg.... amin amin amin... moga jd kenyataan.... sok n d others 2 weeks aku dh dpt p induksi..... syukur dpt p awl... best ke... hmmm x tau la... jz wait n see... ape yg best sgt tu... huhu... dh duk lua kolej ni dh x pyh aku nk pk psl kje2 yg ade kt sne....uwaaaa ble leh pndh ni.... smlm ble jln2 kt melaka cm best lak duk melaka.... heh...pasni try apply melaka la plak... mne tau jmpe jdh ngn org melaka... hahaha....mkn asam pds tiap2 hari la.... heh... merepek jek...
ok la aku stop kt sni jek... plan ptg ni ingat nk p lyn movie... cite pe yg best ek....(^^,)

11/05

~salam~

assalamualaikum n slamat pg....
wah b'semangat semcm plak...huhu... see the title kt ats tu.... 11/05... ape yg spesel sgt ngan tarikh tu.... tu la tarikh keramat ku.... really spesel for me even juz a date... ye la tarikh ni la yg hari aku kluar tgk dunia.... smpi arini aku still alive .... syukur alhamdulillah... even aku rse hdup aku ni xde la se best org len, tp aku still b'syukur sbb Allah bg aku fmly, kwn2.... semua org nk kan dlm hdp diorg bnde yg jd indah2 sume... kalo ikutkan usia aku ni, org len slalu bg soklan cepumas.... "ble nk kwen"... kalo ikotkan hati ble2 pn bleh...huhu... tp jdh blom smpi lg.... so i've to do is pray, pray, pray 4 my best.... mne tau suatu hari nt Allah dgr doa aku n kabulkan... ttbe jmpe org yg perlukan aku...
kalo 2,3 tahun lps, aku slalu pk mne slp n slh aku ble ksh2 lps aku b'akhir cmtu jek.... n slalu la berendam air mate la kalo t'ingt.... huih snsitip jd nye... time mule2 nk b'cinta msg2 mlt mnis, dh b'cinta mnis jd twr, ble dh twr xde ape lah....tp skang aku rse bnde tu dh sbti sgt ngn hdp aku... even suatu ari nt my bf ckp nk pts pn, i've ready mental fizikal.... bkn nk kte x sdh, tp sbb dh slalu sgt sdh, bnde tu jd cm imiun...eh btol ke ejaan tuh...huhu... ape2 pn aku slalu doa moga smua nye b'jln lncr n takde ape2 jd... tp sume tau kan, manusia hnya boleh merancang but Allah yg tentukan segalanya.... i'll try my best...
kalo isu kje pn cmtu jgk... dl kje swasta aku xde la stress psl org2 sekeliling... stress psl klien n kje jek pn... n apply la kje gomen... upe nye kje gomen ni de plak stress psl len... n hv to face the faith everywhere we go akan ade pro n con nye... n syukur jek ngn ape yg ade... dgn moto saye yang menurut perintah.... hahahha...
moga2 rezeki aku melimpah ruah la.... cdg di hati mau smbg master... doa2 la thun dpn leh proceed bnde tu... insyallah...

lastly but not least, tak d lupe to my mum... ma, thanx sgt2 coz melahirkan sye kt dunia ni... i noe, dl sye kuat sgt m'berontak... but now i realize why u do tat to me.... thanx again... sye doakan ma sihat n d pnjg kan usia... luv u mom...mmmuuahhhhh...

hepi bday to me...

~ her another step ~

~salam~

 to her another story, presented a few pic from tat day.... hope she alwaiz hppy wif her new title, as mizi's fiance.... huhuhu...

 wif our cuzen aka model comel...=)

 before become a mother, showing her loveness to our nephews... cibuk jek 2 org bdk kecik nih...

 me on the red.... (^^,)

 cehhh kunun2 la ni....

 ngah bncang2

 formally be a fiance..

 kami

kami lagi

...........

~salam~

1 Mei: Selamat Hari Pekerja...

 mlm ni mlm last dh duk kg....sok dh kne blik kL dh... pg selasa br blik jelebu...hmmm boring life....ati skng rse semcm jek....x tau la knp... slalu cmtu...lme2 bengong jd nt...ishhh mntk d jauh kan...

smlm aku p knduri joh... dh selamat dh diorg b'dua....slame ni asek gdh jek.... pastu 5 min baik sml... pening aku ngn 2 org tuh... but lastly hepi ending jgk...alhamdulillah... cme br ni aku p weding diorg, joh bz sket br nk mekup, so x leh le nk smbg2 n borak2.... xpe la at least aku dh memenuhi undangan die...

arini plak angah dh slamat m'jadi tunangan org a.k.a hamizi...huhu... majlis not bad.... xde yg wat huru hara... eh adakah??? =) pas mjlis bdn penat, perot se eh knyg, mte ngntok... so ape lg, lpk2 smbil lyn glee then tdooo...bgn2 tdo jek kua p bli kopok...bese le msg2 nk blik key el sume duk m'borong kopok...

1 Mei membawa 1001 kenangan... hmm xnk ingt... tp still ingt...kehilangan n kesedihan silih b'gnti... adakah kali ni pn cmtu...still thinkin'...

mlm ni tbe2 jd cm sayu jek...ati pn trase cm gundah gulana...hhmm still pk kan ape nk jd ngn nsb diri la.... org len dh melangkah jauh, but i'm still here...waitin' for somethin' tat not realy sure....kdg2 mte ni tbe2 jek b'genang... i dun noe 4 wat...tp tu la yg aku rse, n sume yg aku rse t'buku kt dlm hati ni jek..sbb tu kdg2 aku jd mengong semcm jek...ske pndm....

cmne nk pk secara logik...ble org dh wat cmtu, ape yg sptutnye kite phm dr tndakan nye... or aku ni bndul sgt smpi x phm2...sbnrnye bnde ni bkn br bg aku... dh byk kali jd... pelikkan...ke aku ni x bljr dr pengalaman....hhmm aku cbe nk phm tp ati aku cm x leh nk trm kead... so wat i hv to do...

td ayh su ckp, bia la jdh yg dtg tu jdh yg btol2 nk syg kn kite, in wat ever cndition he'll do anythin', jgn kite jek yg nk kt die..heh... ade lg ke yg cmtu skang....bese la org tua, sume nsht yg die bg msti ade btol nye... coz he'll talk from his experience...hmm i'll think about tat..

ya allah, hanya Kau yang mengetahui segala2 nye... hilangkanlah resahku,smbunyikanlah kesedihanku.... moga aku redha dengan ketentuanMu...